10 months...

10 months has already passed...in just 2 short months, it will soon be a year since he and his comrades died...

and where am I now? not struggling anymore...but still trying to comprehend...to what purpose...

as I looked back at his wedding pictures taken October of last year I realized that time flies so fast that it makes so many things so insignificant...

10 months today I lost a friend...and I am still trying to find answers why...

why a very promising young man and father died?

why a very lively, gentle and generous person was no longer in our midst...

why a very loyal and thoughtful friend is gone...

he exists only in my memory....in pictures, videos, news...

in the hearts of the people whom he have touched...

time heals all wounds...so they say. I do hope so.